SALT & SUGAR

All these years I have lived with people who had various views when being asked what life is. Some say its full of surprises, some say its like opportunity , some say its luck , some say its about happiness , some say its problems well the list goes on. Despite spending 312 months on earth I still cant figure out what life is . My mom used to tell me life is like a collage of miracles, you never know what it has got for you.But the miracle can be either way.But to an extent I feel life is all about experiences,well after hearing so much from so many now its my turn to actively pen down whats the messy stuff all about.
Spending some valuable youth in navy I had the opportunity to meet and live with some of the countries valuable personalities. Well when people from different states are all put up in a dormitory, all a clean grey matter can think is a huge blood stain . But we equally bifurcated into two category ,one who speak hindi and the others who just got to mingle among their regionals. Well i got stuck up in the later category , and life was really tough there. Well at first I never thought camradrie, espirit de corps and team spirit can be inculcated in these cluster of young lads.But that’s where life surprised me , because in a span of four wonderful years what I saw was a unity who they called IMMORTALS.Because we have one name,one say and one religion which got drilled in our nut into full depth.
With most of your youth spent running and running in training academies one just cant think anything beyond Navy. You come , struggle ,make friends , and when you think of those days even though youre scared to go back, all youre left with is the memories which keeps your eye wet everytime when thought of . More eager to grow up , when you reach that 25 year mark , life takes a somersault and that’s where the real test comes , you need to hunt for the lady in no matter whats the colour of her skirt . Your parents are behind you to get you married , you have some one who has seen the same navy 20 years more that what you have seen “The so called BOSS”.and your guitar classes,squash courts , swimming pool .Federer and Nadals tennis encounter , Pink floyd’s music , and most important india’s cricket world cup .,so many things to worry upon.And that’s when you end up asking who the fish has designed this complicated spider web , where you struggle for your existence.but you know what, I still didn’t have any answers to it.
Life can be very pleasant when one fine day you sit next to your childhood sweetheart posing to this unexperienced photographer who just asks you one thing “Smile Please”.and then youre married.Well its not the case everytime it can be like very bitter when one fine day the person who meant the most all this years, tears you off quoting you not worthy of her and leaves you to hear all exotic sounds and make you feel the worst .Well that’s pain , and not every one gets to feel it . As per theory the worst suffers , but I see it different the best never gets to succeed.Well that’s not the end of the story.Life after a break up ,its just not easy because you tend to hate things which attracted you before.There is no words to express how it feels when you are made to feel a loser , for which you are not a frame responsible .Get bogged, go to your dear friend , who just wakes up , hears you weep alound and jus says “Dude, its time for Vodka”,well the feeling can be either ways.I searched for all the words in all the literatures I knew to curse him to death. But that’s when life teaches you endurance.But frankly speaking who the hell wants to get endured.
Life doesn’t give you options , because with all these cars and toons you got to get up early in the morning , no matter even if you have cried till 4 am the same day , and forget something end up doing a goof up and face this lovely human being(Boss) whom you can never question, retreat and like him either.But the expert when asked says the only way to keep yourself out of this mess is Just believe that your BOSS is always RIGHT.Holy shit I thought. How can some one ask for everything under sky with a beautiful deadline tagged to it, well that makes life sick. But I saw these are messengers from GOD , who come to the special childrens of the almighty and play tantrums on them .Well , think back do you really wanna make it to gods special child????Well in all possible ways you ll end up thinking God hates you if it existed.
Life can be exicitng inbetween , like suddenly a train travel eases you so much , not just because the person sitting in front of you is just a carbon copy of Katrina kaif or Trisha Krishnan ,even otherwise you ll feel thrilled.A sudden phone call from your school friend , and you start taking a long circle of all the infra structures you sat those wonderful 12 years.Hi from the lady in a airport and you reach cloud nine. Made it after standing in a lengthy que for hours to capture the motions of Rajnikanth first day on his new Avatar , then youre happier and richer than mukesh and anil ambani put together. Well what if your Boss agrees in sending you home for like a month .Well you start feeling the existence of God somewhere in the devil sitting opposite to you and commanding all these hours , but nevertheless the surprise packet of positives and negatives in being home is neglected during this phenomena.
But the best part of life is what I call it “Sugar”,they are the memories you have . Well no one can erase it .Even the worst of the people can be remembered better for some good act of theirs,well all have time constraints. You cannot sit aside keep dreaming about that grassy past forgetting your thorny present.But time heals , that’s what am forced to believe now . Well wish I had this fast forwarding option in my life.The story goes on and no one in your wish list have any clue about whats happening,but again the only option available here to you is live it with all you have . Because thats where the best succeed,one who can get up after multiple falls and arms himself to fight can be called the master of the Title “LIFE”.Like its easy to say,takes effort to practice and needs expertise to perfect it..Well its all put together then you have Lived.